you tape-record the exchange like we’re in a police precinct and you are catching me in a crime of words time is limited we whisper fast, each syllable coming like code everything is important and we forget it with urgency
Month: August 2021
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marks
When you came out of me, your eyes were black and hidden. You smelled like you felt: a softness under the hand. So soft, it seemed wrong to touch you, profane even. And that smell, was the smell of my womb, the place you came from, the place you were before I met you.
Every time I touched you, I left a print on your perfect skin, just as every time I smelled you and looked at you. A little print. Until one day, I was looking through layers of hand prints and smudges and stains and scars. You began to smell like milk, sweet and unpunishing.
All the inky smears and soot from passing cars, all the lesions and nicks, a cakey buildup of time; that is who you became. That is how you transitioned from being a tiny piece of god- flecked off from some divine orbit and into my body- to a human. One mark at a time.
This world is full of mark makers collectively imprinting themselves on one another.
scorched by a cold sun
my daughter’s eyes rimmed red
a whisper of autumn
breaks the bridge of her nose
suburban bedroom teen
the sound of the garage door opening
mom’s side or dad’s
the click- then tired drag
Tabaaha
in our grief our eyes are so wide open
bitter water meets land
the edges of things